Saturday, May 29, 2010

LOST SOMEONE...

Just want to mark to day as a sad day for me actually. I've lost my Grandfather today. Early this morning, its about 11a.m in Malaysia, i have a call from my Mum said that my Grandfather in ward and battling for his life.....huuhhhh... and after 2 hour, my Mum call me again and told me, He already leaving us.....uhhhhh....its really2 hard time for me today here. I just can do anything. But ya, all of us also will going to be like that rite... For my last respect to Him, i been set to be silent for about 10 hours. I hope his soul will be rest in peace. At this  moment, his body still in Hospital. Still dont have any update when will be the funeral.

Want to memorize something bout Him. We call him "Nenek Ondu", He is my father Uncle so thats our grandfather. From my early age, i already know Him. He is to special cause he have mental problem but people know him well in my village. My father said He is normal person before that, i don't know what happen to him. Before he is one of the best teacher and have become a Headmaster to one of school that i dont know where but somewhere around our place. When i'm in age of 1/2 years, my Father said, we use to stay with him and that time, he already have a little bit change of his habit. He want to be alone, staying alone, speaking to no one. Hmmmmm, but if anyone speak with him, he always speak nicely, even i not meet him for so long, He still know me....Huuhhh.... Many people said He have a good education, i mean knowledge. I know He have that.

Last year 2009, when i was in Seychelles i have bad news also with Him. He involve in accident, been hit by a drunk driver. Hmmmmmm, but he still surviving after that. When he have accident before, my Mum said, its 50/50 chance He will survive... But Thanks God, He still survive that time even he have broken leg. When i was in there for my last vacation, he even can walk perfectly. Have chance meet him several time when i was in there. Something change with him after the accident. I can see him acting more better than before. Maybe that is the last sign He give to all of us before He leaving us. Now, i'm in here and cannot give my last respect to Him there, but deep inside my heart you are always my Grandfather that are special to me. Last March I see Him actually the last moment i can see Him cause He already leave us forever Today (28/05/2010). I will miss every moment about Him. I just can pray from far2 away from here. "From Him we Belong, To Him we will come back", Just hope His soul will be Rest In Peace. "I will Miss you Nenek Ondu".....

p/s.... Hope all my family there will give last respect to Him. Life always like this. and i'm ready for anything while i'm on abroad. Cause something will happen that we cannot control.... tomorrow will be a working day for me here but i still cant sleep.hmmmmmm, i just feel sorry to my family there cause i'm not there this time.

5 comments:

tiefazatie said...

salam takziah rollens..its so sad..huhu..n then u still can keep make a joke with me while we are chatting juz now..juz keep strong bro..god bless u always..ameen..=)

ROLLENS said...

thanks tie.... life's go on kan..heeeeeeee.... just try to ignore the feeling ba tu...

tiefazatie said...

u r welcome..ya bh..life go on bro..=)..wish u all da best bh..hihi

ROLLENS said...

makasi2....heeee... yaa, all the best for me....

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